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well, i think for sure is that u wait, he will change to be a better man eventually.
But the question is how long?!
some ppl say i am stupid / brave to married at such a young age. if u do not know, its 17. plus the fact that ur hubby is also very young. but at that tym, i think he will change for my sake (17 still naive....). but alas, i am wrong. he still enjoy a single man lifestyle while i was tied down by marriage and kids.
Do not misunderstand me if u think i regreted cos i never do. i long for a family as my childhood memory does not have my family even though i do have. ( dun ask me why, that is a even long story)
i think i change to a better person. more responsible and mature. I work hard for my family.
but as tym goes on, i realised that he did not change for the better and let me down a few tyms. eventually, i build a barrier between him and me. just to protect myself so i will not chase down as my kids still need me....
